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it's funny...i tend to feel lost because i see others purporting to have found their way that is so disparate from my own. other people project this image of what it should be and i guess me not following it scares them, makes them question me: "why take this way, my way is safer and kinder and softer when you fall down...""but i don't plan on falling...i guess if i do it's a long way down from the heights of discussion and stimulation that i have attained...."i remember plato used to talk about your soul's connection to the earth...if you live for the things of this earth your soul will always hover...at this point there's a realization of how far my mind has traveled from the mere vacades of normalcy and 'happiness'. i am too far beyond that point to pretend how i feel because it is so healing to be true to something and to let your soul loosen it's grip and fly. i realize they are so afraid because they have to worry about falling...they are so close already. their only hope is to hold on as tight as they can to the ground so they can feel no pain at falling...PS- it's someone's job to send me questions to fill out so i can alleviate boredom. GET ON IT.