i love the ghetto that is my work

on the way there there was a new billboard where a woman IS beer. they have the girl and she is lying down and they imposed a bottle of brew over her. her bikini is the pattern of the label and here hair is bubbly...what the fuck.going to see a house today. wish me luck. another nothing conversation with my dad where nothing was established and no new rules were set as to how we can and can not hurt one another. going to get some business done later today. i'm being lazy when it comes to taking repsonsibility for myself just because no one else i know is really in this position. i know it's not fair. but it's the best way to do things. in the past whenever i work my ass off and one person contributes one penny or one ounce of energy in my direction they decide that they are the be all and end all of my existance. they then later use that as an excuse to use me for a doormat. look, i don't need them, or their emotional garbage. it's not worth 10000 dollars to have them wreck my spirit repeatedly....i can get along without them...